a chip in my neck (or a bone fragment)
Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2017 10:52 pm
I am convinced that there is a chip in my neck. There is an unnatural clump of "fat" around it and finally someone else could feel it. Theoretically it could have been a piece of bone but you can't deny my feelings. I know my mom's not real and somehow tied to this all. I cannot ignore what my feelings tell me. All I know that if its removed I'll most likely be able to remember. I'm being stopped more and more and I don't have a lot of time and I'm sure it's the source of what's draining me too somehow...
Whether you believe my explanation or not there is definitely something. I did know about it but until recently it was just a feeling but it really is there. This is so difficult
EDIT: My bf tells me I jump ahead instead of verifying facts. But it's so frustrating and I'm quite sure. He felt there is something himself either way.
There's also tons of quackery around and I suppose I've been deceived all my life from all kind of people. But it was my mom who always brought me to them. So she is guilty. And I don't care whether I'm dependant on her I did suffer tortures thanks to her.
Whether you believe my explanation or not there is definitely something. I did know about it but until recently it was just a feeling but it really is there. This is so difficult
EDIT: My bf tells me I jump ahead instead of verifying facts. But it's so frustrating and I'm quite sure. He felt there is something himself either way.
There's also tons of quackery around and I suppose I've been deceived all my life from all kind of people. But it was my mom who always brought me to them. So she is guilty. And I don't care whether I'm dependant on her I did suffer tortures thanks to her.