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why care

Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2018 9:04 pm
by Leo(T.C.K.)
Why care about what happens to me now?

My own "mom" refusing to come by when I'd need it the most, for reasons that cannot be comprehended and come down to compulsive behavior and insisting on patterns...

I've been convicted without me being present with the court sabotaging actively some of my requests/appeals.

It doesn't matter that I speak the truth. Noone will believe me. I'M NOT THE BAD GUY.

I have to get out of here, no matter the cost. Because IM RIGHT AND NOBODY ELSE WILL TELL ME OTHERWISE I WILL NOT BEND TO ANYONE!

Because I'll always speak the truth no matter what and no matter what pain everyone puts me in. Lies and liars are everywhere. Lying is the norm. Lying is "normal" it doesn't signalize wrong "psychology".

I resent it all. All of it. Forever.

Re: why care

Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2018 9:08 pm
by Leo(T.C.K.)
I'm just some stupid poach that's so stupid because he won't lie or refuse to believe the false memories they want to imprint on him. To tell him something was different than he remembers so clearly.

I feel it.


EDIT: Like manipulating "witnesses" collectively is such a far fetched idea that must be repressed by the powers that be that no matter what!

I'm in a prison already, a lot of us are in practice, even without realizing it. There's a chance to make it less of a prison but someone just has to get me a loan.

I don't care if they say I might be psychopathic or whatever I just speak my mind and the truth, fine, label everyone who does so as psychopath while....

well george michael's song "praying for time" illustrates this so well though in different terms

EDIT2: I'm not going to jail literally, just to make sure everyone understands but what's the point if jail is already here and if someone can send me there if they find that I commited some offense, possibly even rigged on purpose as a form of revenge by some cops?

You see what I'm saying? Probation for one month, or in other words, the hunt begins now.

Re: why care

Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2018 9:44 pm
by Leo(T.C.K.)
I'm sorry for all of these annoying posts by me.

I have failed. So much. :(

Re: why care

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2018 8:32 pm
by PMX-(DOG)-
Don't worry.
We never fail, there is always something good to extract from a bad situation.
We are here to learn by our mistakes, it's the only way to archive a new level spiritually.

Wish you all the best!

Re: why care

Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2018 2:23 am
by Leo(T.C.K.)
Thanks!