Dealing with Obstacles
Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2018 3:12 am
Having a hard time with two people that I used to trust hurts too bad... Thankfully I'm taking a step forward.
First, the day of 16th of January was a hard time for me...
I had to receive a message from a girl whom I used to call her my best friend at school, stating that her mother didn't allow her to talk with me (because of something I don't want to discuss, as it is private between me and her), and that she apologizes.
I told her that maybe there were some problems about this thing that her mother was afraid about. She wanted to protect her from the hazards the streets had to offer, and she was okay with the messages and their information given.
But then she betrayed me right before I slept for a German class field trip to Alexandria to learn more about the Hellenic Empire and their capital, as we were making a presentation about the trip.
Was too sad for the first three days of the Mid-Year Vacation, but then decided that enough was enough, and had to leave her because I found out that I was nothing more than a piece of pebble people walk and kick, and that leaving her actually made me have more power and independence toward myself.
Another girl supported me, and later that girl became my new best friend in school. I'm glad that she was here for my smiles.
(The new best friend is much more faithful than my old one, she [First Girl Best Friend] didn't deserve my friendship love anyways).
Second, yesterday (30/6/2018) was an uprising toward my friend (who didn't feel like my friend at all), and we had to discuss about why I didn't go to the club the day before yesterday.
My parents were a little tired so instead of actually going to the sporting club, I decided to stay with them, and there were guests that came for us, but that friend (now enemy) didn't believe me, and he wasn't convinced enough.
I had to argue with my enemy because I am having problems and I ceased to arrive until things go easy, but at the end I blocked him on social media and on mobile in order to understand that I'm not a piece of pebble he could kick, besides, he wanted to change many things about me (e.g. My walk, the way I talk to people, the way I take jokes a bit seriously), when in fact I am happy with my generosity, my respect, and many things.
He actually has problems himself and tells me to fix mine rudely, I simply told him "Can't you look at yourself first?! Why blame me?!"
Until at the time one of my friends in basketball training was supporting me and tried to fix the problems, ending up destroying the friendship between himself and the enemy.
The enemy was rather insulting us and were calling us "filthy" and then my friend was like "Didn't you call us filthy? Then why are you convincing yourself to sit with us?"
And then 20 minutes later, my friend and I dismissed because he (friend) was somehow hungry, and the enemy was like "Hey! Hey! Hey! At least answer me! HEEEY!"
We never replied, and the enemy decided to leave us, never even saying "Hey" again.
The enemy wanted to talk to my friend about me and my sensitivity (as he is sensitive too), but it was too late for him (enemy) to receive an answer, and lost two of his "trusty and hopeful friends".
As we were sitting down, we discussed about the issues the enemy had, and decided to never talk again in order to get rid of him in our lives.
( I didn't like him anyways, he was too rude to both of us )
This shall show to both my enemies that being ruthless will not help you to regain friends, but to rather lose them.
And I'm never giving up on how I behave or who am I dealing with, because if these people don't know how to respect themselves first before us, they'll encounter a serious change and they'll regret it afterwards.
I am human, and I have shown to all of you that I, too, can have hard times and I won't struggle or give up in order to achieve my final decision!
First, the day of 16th of January was a hard time for me...
I had to receive a message from a girl whom I used to call her my best friend at school, stating that her mother didn't allow her to talk with me (because of something I don't want to discuss, as it is private between me and her), and that she apologizes.
I told her that maybe there were some problems about this thing that her mother was afraid about. She wanted to protect her from the hazards the streets had to offer, and she was okay with the messages and their information given.
But then she betrayed me right before I slept for a German class field trip to Alexandria to learn more about the Hellenic Empire and their capital, as we were making a presentation about the trip.
Was too sad for the first three days of the Mid-Year Vacation, but then decided that enough was enough, and had to leave her because I found out that I was nothing more than a piece of pebble people walk and kick, and that leaving her actually made me have more power and independence toward myself.
Another girl supported me, and later that girl became my new best friend in school. I'm glad that she was here for my smiles.
(The new best friend is much more faithful than my old one, she [First Girl Best Friend] didn't deserve my friendship love anyways).
Second, yesterday (30/6/2018) was an uprising toward my friend (who didn't feel like my friend at all), and we had to discuss about why I didn't go to the club the day before yesterday.
My parents were a little tired so instead of actually going to the sporting club, I decided to stay with them, and there were guests that came for us, but that friend (now enemy) didn't believe me, and he wasn't convinced enough.
I had to argue with my enemy because I am having problems and I ceased to arrive until things go easy, but at the end I blocked him on social media and on mobile in order to understand that I'm not a piece of pebble he could kick, besides, he wanted to change many things about me (e.g. My walk, the way I talk to people, the way I take jokes a bit seriously), when in fact I am happy with my generosity, my respect, and many things.
He actually has problems himself and tells me to fix mine rudely, I simply told him "Can't you look at yourself first?! Why blame me?!"
Until at the time one of my friends in basketball training was supporting me and tried to fix the problems, ending up destroying the friendship between himself and the enemy.
The enemy was rather insulting us and were calling us "filthy" and then my friend was like "Didn't you call us filthy? Then why are you convincing yourself to sit with us?"
And then 20 minutes later, my friend and I dismissed because he (friend) was somehow hungry, and the enemy was like "Hey! Hey! Hey! At least answer me! HEEEY!"
We never replied, and the enemy decided to leave us, never even saying "Hey" again.
The enemy wanted to talk to my friend about me and my sensitivity (as he is sensitive too), but it was too late for him (enemy) to receive an answer, and lost two of his "trusty and hopeful friends".
As we were sitting down, we discussed about the issues the enemy had, and decided to never talk again in order to get rid of him in our lives.
( I didn't like him anyways, he was too rude to both of us )
This shall show to both my enemies that being ruthless will not help you to regain friends, but to rather lose them.
And I'm never giving up on how I behave or who am I dealing with, because if these people don't know how to respect themselves first before us, they'll encounter a serious change and they'll regret it afterwards.
I am human, and I have shown to all of you that I, too, can have hard times and I won't struggle or give up in order to achieve my final decision!