why care
Posted: Tue Mar 13, 2018 9:04 pm
Why care about what happens to me now?
My own "mom" refusing to come by when I'd need it the most, for reasons that cannot be comprehended and come down to compulsive behavior and insisting on patterns...
I've been convicted without me being present with the court sabotaging actively some of my requests/appeals.
It doesn't matter that I speak the truth. Noone will believe me. I'M NOT THE BAD GUY.
I have to get out of here, no matter the cost. Because IM RIGHT AND NOBODY ELSE WILL TELL ME OTHERWISE I WILL NOT BEND TO ANYONE!
Because I'll always speak the truth no matter what and no matter what pain everyone puts me in. Lies and liars are everywhere. Lying is the norm. Lying is "normal" it doesn't signalize wrong "psychology".
I resent it all. All of it. Forever.
My own "mom" refusing to come by when I'd need it the most, for reasons that cannot be comprehended and come down to compulsive behavior and insisting on patterns...
I've been convicted without me being present with the court sabotaging actively some of my requests/appeals.
It doesn't matter that I speak the truth. Noone will believe me. I'M NOT THE BAD GUY.
I have to get out of here, no matter the cost. Because IM RIGHT AND NOBODY ELSE WILL TELL ME OTHERWISE I WILL NOT BEND TO ANYONE!
Because I'll always speak the truth no matter what and no matter what pain everyone puts me in. Lies and liars are everywhere. Lying is the norm. Lying is "normal" it doesn't signalize wrong "psychology".
I resent it all. All of it. Forever.