Kami

[wever.nl-(DOG)-]

Hey Kami,

Thanks for ur update and letting us know ur ok now and at home
I hope u find ur strength back asap !!!

Take it easy and take care !!

Greets,
Ruud

[jackal-(DOG)-]

Thanks for the update and letting us know your ok. that must have been scary, glad your sister was there for you. you take care and hope to see you soon.

[Shred]

Hi Kami glad to see uer doing better . cant what to see you back hope all goes well we all miss you to hurry back crazy shoot you soon girl Mike

[>KamiKazi<-(DOG)-]

Hello, I wish you all a very good morning (LOL, it's morning here)

I just got home from my sister. I hope my translation yesterday was not so bad. I've still problems to concentrate and I'm still confused. (No, that means not that I'm really crazy now )
At the moment it's hard for me to explain my feelings. The last three weeks seem so unreal to me. I still can't forget the moment when the Doctor told me, what's wrong with me. The first two days I thought I wouldn't make it, but I knew I must fight and not giving up. I was so scared, because I wasn't able to send a message to Sparky. I knew, no one would ever know what happened to me when I'm gone. But that will never happen again. I gave Sparky's email to my sister now. And I will buy me a Laptop as soon as possible, so that I have connection to the Internet from every place. I felt so helpless in hospital, it was unbearable. I can't find the words to explain this feeling.

Today I feel much better. I have problems with sleeping, but in hospital it was the same. Think I need sleeping-pills for some time, but that's ok. In hospital I got them every night. Have to visit my Doc today. There are problems with the rehabilitation. It's possible that my Health insurance don't pay for it, and I can't pay it on my own. Must wait what my Doc say and what he can do.

I will look, that I can enter the Server later this day. Ok, I'm not really fit for fighting, but that's good for the Skaarjs and Kralls. Even they need a kind of holiday some times
Hope to see some of you on Server later. Many Thanks to all of you for your replies. It means so much to me and gives me the strength to go on.

Kami

[Wisdom(DOG)]

Hi Kami,
It's great to hear from you. I know exactly how you feel with things. My insurance too was canceled this month, can't afford it either. I am having trouble sleeping also. I think its because we were so sick. Got pills for it but they don't work very well. You should get some, you need to sleep to get better. Daisy told me that and she's right. Take the time you need to get better. It is difficult to stay in bed, but if that is what you need to do. Please take care! We miss you and I hope you feel better soon. This Has Been....

[Little Daisy Sunshine]

ohhhhhh Kami..... you just rest and rest... read, sleep and rest. Miss you, but you need to rest.

((((((((((( hugs )))))))))))))))

my prayers are with you.

[>KamiKazi<-(DOG)-]

Hello, Greetings to all

Couldn't enter the Game yesterday. The problem is the time. There's a difference of 7 hours. When most of you enter the Game it's night here and then I'm not at home at the moment.

After I left the hospital I started to realize how close the end was. Never was in a situation like this before. In hospital I kept my emotions low because I needed all the strength to keep the body working and become stronger again, but now it's difficult to keep the feelings low. I often start to cry. I think that's the reason why I can't sleep. Always thinking about the last weeks and what happened, but I will go through this, I never give up. It's like in Unreal, always fighting as long as I
can

Yep, I remember Croc, I like her Skin. Did she ever played under her name? I met a Player called Amanda short before I came to Newbies, maybe it was her. What name uses your other daughter? Please greet both from me. I hope we can play together again soon. Many, many Thx for your wishes

I hope that I can start with the rehabilitation next week. I don't know how long it will take. With a little luck I can go to a hospital here in town. That would be great because I don't want to go to another city, maybe hundreds of kilometers from here.

I will return to the Game as soon as I can because Unreal is a part of me since the first time I played it. Kami is a little computer-freak. Ok, it's because the computer is a way for me to comunicate with other people. In real life it's not so easy when you cannot speak, but most of the time it's ok. In shops where I buy things or in the bank people know me and I need no words there. Only sometimes when I go to other places I have some problems, but my sister helps me with that.

I'm looking for a Laptop now. Maybe I can get one next week, with a little luck and Unreal runs on it
When it's possible for me, I will enter the Server. I miss you all and the Game. In my heart and soul I'm with you.

Kami

[Lykos]

Oh Kamy...thks God you much better.
You in my mind all the time, lady woof woof, i searching you with satellite, for all German.
( Bad Girl give me ne email)

Yes, you need care, too much...all unreal world and the friends miss you. Ahh ahh dont cry.
All together with you, you never alone...too far and to close forever.

Hugs and more Hugs .........UP! Come On
The wolf call to the lunar friend ( see avatar )

Lykos blow up for you in the server for you smile and LOL
( I use black gun powder of my uncle...but is wet..hehe )

PD: Thks to Samantha for the updates about you

[Little Daisy Sunshine]

Okay.... well now I am crying....

Please take it easy. I am praying...

please send us email and join us on Facebook... we need to poke you every so often... to check on you. Once you join look for Ziva Sunshine or Lykos Unreal.

Miss you... we do love you... God is with you and I will keep praying.

xoxoxoxoxoxo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[OoiGooEE]

Kami,

Though we've only played together a few times I was deeply saddened to hear of your problems and I am greatly heartened to hear you are feeling better. Stay positive and strength will come your way.

Do not cry sweet Kami unless you cry for joy. You are special and you are loved, as you can tell by earlier posts . May this brush with death give you a new appreciation for Life. I pray you make a speedy recovery but don't rush it. Take your time, enjoy the sunlight, the wind on your face, the taste of food, a good beer, good dreams, your family and friends and each very special day we are able to open our eyes and feel, something, anything, hopefully even love.

Take care and be strong,
Sean aka OoiGooEE

[Rose]

Very happy to hear from you Kami, miss you in unreal.

So sorry ,to hear what you are going threw....sending you lots of love! Get well ,you are strong!

Heather xo

****hugs****

[>KamiKazi<-(DOG)-]

A big HELLO to all,

we have a sunny weekend here. It feels good to see the sun. The weather wasn't very good here over the last days. I feel good today, it seems to me that every day it's going better, but I will keep it going slow, have to be very careful now.

Want to Thank You All for your replies. It gives me the feeling that you're all near to me no matter what distance do us part in real life. In mind there's no distance.

Hello Lykos, maybe I should change my name to "lady woof woof" and get a wolf skin
Keep the Skaarjs and Kralls entertained for me, they need that

Hope that I can join the Server this evening. I will stay at home next night 'cause I've to be up very early tomorrow. There's a lot to do.

I'll keep you all close to me, so I'm never alone. See you hopefully on the Server

WOOF WOOF

Kami

[Little Daisy Sunshine]

so good to hear.... please check your private messages here.

xoxoxoxoxo

[Lykos]

Hey..you much better..take the sun, helps your health.
Good Idea lady Woof Woof, and wolf skin.

Please post all days, not disapears, be patient and take care.
( not pick cold air and eat hot soup, grandmothers care...hehe )

Really glad for you. Hugs

[Rose]

Hey Kami,

I probably missed you last night...was sooo tired! Perhaps see you today sometime!

Heather (rose)